Today

Today i'm really tired.

You work harder than me.

How can you did all thing, huh leader?

Today I don't have energy.

too tired.

Really miss you.

That flu make the hard time for your life and youe work right?

come back soon.

waiting for your smile.

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dangerous

I think it really dangerous.

I just read one of fanfic from soompi. The story that I mention in the diary before.

and i like it. the story about Dsp sister, "our leader gyu ^^". I starded read because it about kara gyuri. she not the one in kara that I like the most. I like hara. I like the breave girls. but she is kara too.

but I found something more than that.

It's "kyuhyun"

Super jounior magnae kyuhyun.

I don't interested about SM much. the 1st thing because shinhwa was want to get out from this company. they sent Andy far away and want just Eric with them. I feel like that cold blood then I didn't care this company much. But I always knew how much talent their artist have.

I ignore them.

First I saw kyuhyun in EHB. He is the one who can shoot the arrow to the point. at that time I cann't remember him. After that I saw this show again " the tape that eunhyuk cried and worry about his band will break up.and the magnae cried too. I think why he cried it set up for mission.

(that time I don't know about this car accident) Sorry maknae.

and like always I saw just eunhyuk .

Ignore the other.

I saw kyuhyun again In DvD super junior super show (I love all korean concert.) and It shock me. kyuhyun have much talent. and it more than I think very much. his voice really perfect. and he good in phrase.

I can say he is the better. The crown.(hey i'm not ELF. then it a standing out girl opinion.)

just a few word I want to say. he shine.

But after that I didn't interested in them again. because of "Find" from SS501 hahaha.



a few day ago I started searching hard about his live state.
and he serprise me again with "7 years of love"
I love hyesung in "Doll" very much.
I love youngsaeng in "find" very much.
and now I love kyuhyun in "7 years of love" very much.

superb boys.
and kyuhyun so dangerous. he will enchant you with his voice.







but now I really interested in kyuhyun because of "7 years of love"

From family outing

I just back to my computer after 3 day.
and just saw family outing that hyunjoong came.

I really want to see this episode because I like this two guys.

after hyunjoong grew up and look like a guy more than a boy like this.

I want to see the way hyunjoong talk to his hyori nuna

He said many time she is his Ideal type. (and sure many guy also said that. She is Lee Hyori.)

I wan to see what he will show on her.

1st thing I feel is hyunjoong talk to her is naturely. the way he talk is the same the way he talk to his brother. but in a little place of my mind I think the way he talk to hwangbo was bit comfortable than this. when he want her to did cute act.

and the second I bit upset is he told he never hike again. but he went to the top of view point.

Really sad to see that

I always want to see him with his Ideal type. want to see him can't do anything. But now he is confident hyunjoong. Huuuuuuuu.

And when I saw hyunjoong said dialoge of Boy over the flower. I think ohhhhhh. Is he in the club or did it for show. If i'm just joongbo fan I will hate him but i'm like him alot then I think of him 1st. still. now I feel like heartbreak.

I will be happy if hyunjoong together with hwangbo. she did many thing for him. That is the reason I love her.

But It is not me who choose It's hyunjoong who choose. If He love someone I will support him.

Maybe I want hyori is the girl who hyunjoong can't catch or get her. that is the interesting story .If they are someone who hyunjoong can't have.

I thought if have someone like that. it will be hyori. But after saw FO. I think hyunjoong can have hyori to if he want. he can win her too.

Ahhh why i'm sad now.

My photoshop again

From My plot of fan fiction. Ummmm I want to write it but don't know when I can do this project.

Hara ahhhh. you are more beautiful now.
and leader rest well. you are really weak now.

and Kyu ...... i'm watching you. hahaha.

my new photoshop.

I did It for my new friend at soompi. she (or he?) is a writer of fan fiction that I like.

But It wrong concept....... haha

then I post it in my blog.

the story about Gyuri and Kyuhyun.

AHHHH.. I JUST MAKE IT FOR FUN. TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE A PHOTOSHOP. IF ELF or SOMEONE GET MAD BECAUSE OF THIS. I'M SORRY. JUST DON'T LOOK AT IT.

This Is the master pic(?) Of this pic took my long time.

But proud of it.

Oh..now i have my TM too whoooo.

my friend want me to credit. hahahahahah.feel really good.

Ps. a bit sorry to youngsaeng. they is DSP lead vocal couple.

Butttttt. Youngsaeng ahhhh. you like your "tae" more your sister right? ^^.

To. Jay

Out Of topic

I knew Kim hyun joong get a flu now

and I worried about him who still in japan

But a few day ago one thing I think all the time is

"2 PM jaebum"

At first I saw jaebum's post about he feel really sorry about what he did at a few years ago.

and I read all thing that he talk about in the past and a few bad comment.

that time I think "ohhh it's again, bad thing that the Idol did in the past comeback to them again now the target is jaebum"

but I didn't think the situation is very bad like this.

as a triple S now. I think He can go ahead and the news will end up in 2 week.

like Hyunjoong and Youngsaeng in hongkong or Tiffany's case.

I never think he left like this

1st thing I think "why he leave easily like this he is the leader' he should stand strong ?"

but after I read jaebum post before he go to airport and JYP post.

I know "all thing he do that for his friend and company"

"He think he create hard time for his friend and many people he love in company"

that Jaebum, I think I knew how much he love his friend.

and the 2nd thing is why his agency didn't tried hard to protect him.

He is the leader and I can say "he is the talent leader"

I think If this situation happen with leader of group from SM's or DSP's.

They will tried hard to keep their leader in.

As I'm his agency. I'll do all thing to keep him with company.

He has many talent.People know him I can't get him to the reveal comany for sure.

he can make many money.

If not jaebum I can't see who can lead 2PM.

Jaebum have a heart of leader.

Even I have the same nationality with khun.

I can say with out think that I like Jay too.

Sure I start interested 2pm because of Khun

I'll support Khun .

and I like Jay because of his personally.

I like him when he tried to sing for Ajumas to give him the fish snake for free

then he'll give it to Boom in Idol show.

I like him when he tried to control many thing for his group even his member still ignore him

I like him when he did funny thing for the other.For the varity show

not even think about his look. He make the varity fun.

I really love him. He have a kind heart.

His smile not fake.

He tried to lead is group to the best way.

and he make our khun happy to play without care anything.

I really hope his friend take him back

his fan always support him nomatter what

Just his friend strong to take him back. He will okay

If you think It can't be

Who can againt their company

Once it happen with Shinhwa

They take Andy back to their group. after 1 year Andy left to state.

If Shinhwa can why 2PM can't.

If shinhwachangjo can support their group

hottest will can too.

I'm not you hottest. I will support him no matter what he is.

I don't care he is Jay Park or "2pm park jae bum"

But You should love him even he is your beloved leader of 2PM.

Go get him back hottest.

You should know him as well.

Wish is story end with happy ending.

From Kiss the radio

Hwangbo unni interview at Kiss the radio

SJ asked hwangbo whether she still kept in touch with hyunjoong.

HB:no, he's already been a super star now, definitely has no time to stay in touch

SJ:We can help you to get his number

HB: I know his number, but it seems that he has changed it..

SJ:Let us help you to get it

HB: I've already known that....

Credit to sammikoo @ joongbo soompi
hungering4u@baidu hwangbo forum

I think that a good news that she still miss him and look at him from a far.

Still can feel her care from him.

Someone at soompi think he always loss his hand phone. I think too...... many people want his handphone then they steal it.

Someone said this .......

I only have eyes for you...

Where ever you are...

No matter what i see...

so...I'm ok...

Don't worry about it

...........................

maknae photoshop

our baby.... DSP maknae

boring about work
then do it again
Not good Because i'm boring .

AND
PROUND TO PRESENT

-DSP CRAZY BROTHER AND SISTER -

How can The Perfect face like you two crazy like that? ^^
Maybe you come from the magic hole right? My dear.

I think I have mistake about hara name Goo hara or Koo hara

Oh I don't know.